Immersing my soul in Sunset Lounge jazz tunes, my mind drifted…
Along with the tunes and vibes came inspiration and a hunger for a more fulfilling life.
Maybe I’m happy.. Maybe I’m too contented…
I have managed to touch on things which I hoped to do.
When I was 17, I was working in a Pet Retail outlet...
Job was fun and satisfying, but I had shallow pockets and a meek future ahead..
It was my 1st job and being pretty "chao lao" in thoughts at a young age, I had longed to sip on wine with Jazz music and a nice restaurant as a backdrop with exquisite food, and yet not having to worry that the bill is going to come up to Hundreds..
I also longed for my own apartment which to put it as a short description, will be a glasshouse suspending between the Sea and the Sky. Where I wake up to a nice sunrise, sipping on a steaming cup of Café Latte on my porch and returning home to a serenading dark sky with the sparkling stars teasing it alongside with my relaxation on the Balcony.
Although I don’t own deep pockets or my own apartment now, but I can manage my wine and dine bills, as well as own my small comfy room which is designed and pieced by me.
So, yes.. Maybe this is why I feel that I'm contented…
But it is also this same contentment which I have strive for but is killing my heart with nothing much to look forward to…
Overtime, things seem routine and same old.
With a few drops of inspiration here and there and collected into a bucket, I have decided to come up with my life list…
Age 23- travel halfway across the globe.
- Self backpacking tour in Europe 
- Get a compact DSLR and learn basic photography skills to capture pictures of beautiful images that my heart sees.
- Step onto the stone built spectators deck in the Colosseum (Rome
- Crossing through Notre Dame (Paris) and Sipping on a cup of tea across a floral garden with a view of the Cathedral
- Seeing Sunset over Paris on the Eiffel Tower 
- Invade and get influenced in the Romance of Venice where love is free spirited in the air. With wine, music and slow boating down the river stream beneath the bridges
- Running barefooted on the Greece
- Bonding with people from all over the world in snugly backpacker’s lodges
Age 24 - taking the first step towards my ultimate dream of being my own boss.
- start saving up
- Learn to so photo scrape booking 
- Attend Hip-hop Jazz dance classes
Age 25- able to read and write Japanese characters with a breeze
- Advance on my Japanese Language Skill
- Experiment on making personalized Bento sets with cute cartoon characters or animals.
- Learn to bake 5 different types of cakes
Age 26- Start brainstorming on possible business concepts as well as research on how t o go about doing so. Start sourcing for suppliers and venues.
- Sky Diving
Age 27-28- Set up and manage my own small business
- *current idea- Take-away Creative or themed Drinks/food Stall. Low start-up costs and low manpower needed.
- Focus on Maintaining Business
Age 28-32-
- Learn to play Saxophone and let it accompany me through the nights
- Salsa, Tango or Ball room dancing
Age 35- Apply for a apartment which matches my inspiration *If I'm still single.
- Own my black+white Mini Schnauzer Pup
- Invite my dear Buddie over for Dinner nights where we can prepared meals together and chill-out
Ok, as of this moment, this is as far as I have planned.
12 years ahead of me…
